Post by Hizashi Sakura on Apr 6, 2020 0:09:53 GMT -6
||| HIZASHI SAKURA |||
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#Name ; Hizashi Sakura
#Age ; 15
#Gender ; Female
#D.O.B. ; March 14th, 1988
#Occupation ; High School Student
#Year and class ; 1-D
#Height ; 5'3"
#Physique ; Average
#Hair color and style ; Sakura has short, messy light brown hair. It's extremely uneven, as she cut it herself with no adult supervision (although she'd probably tell you it was on purpose if you were to ask).
#Eye color ; Green
#Other appearance details ; She wears red, thick-rimmed rectangular glasses.
#Clothing styles ; Sakura's outfit usually consist of a button-up shirt, a pair of jeans, and a hoodie. She rarely ever puts any thought into the clothes she wears. She'll usually just throw on the first thing that she finds in her closet, so long as it's clean. Well... so long as it's clean enough to not make people stare at her, because her clothes are rarely ever completely clean.
She rarely wears anything made for girls. She wears boxers, as she finds them a lot more comfortable. She doesn't even own an actual bathing suit. She's insecure about her body, so she just wears a t-shirt and swimming trunks. She'll outright refuse to wear a school swimsuit, and has attempted to get away with wearing the boys uniform. She always gets in trouble.
#Personality ;LEVEL-HEADED ! Sakura is the person everyone depends on during a crisis. She always manages to stay level-headed and calm when things go wrong. It genuinely seems like nothing phases her. In actuality, she gets just as worried as everyone else, she's just better at hiding it. She usually just pretends to be calm in order to make everyone else feel better.
INTELLIGENT ! She's always loved learning. She spends most of her time with her face buried in a book, eagerly gathering new information. It's not always useful information — knowing nearly everything about Greek mythology isn't really going to get her anywhere in life. Still, it's pretty cool stuff to know regardless. Besides, in her opinion, you can never know too much!
COMPASSIONATE ! She's easily one of the most kindhearted and compassionate people you will ever meet. She cares deeply about everyone around her, although she often isn't really quite sure how to express at properly. She's not the best at comforting people, but regardless, she'll still always be there if someone needs to vent or cry. She really tries her best to help others.
QUICK-WITTED ! There always seems to be some kind of snarky, smart-aleck insult on the tip of her tongue. It's usually all in harmless, good fun. She's never be trying to be irritating or malicious with her comments. Sometimes she doesn't even mean to make them. The sarcasm just slips out. However, when she's annoyed with someone, her comments have more of a...vindictive edge to them.
PERSISTENT && AMBITIOUS ! Sakura refuses to give up regardless of how difficult things may be. She'd willingly drag herself through the depths of Hell to get what she wants. It doesn't matter how many people tell her that it's impossible. While this attitude can be useful in some aspects, it also means she has no idea when to give up and pushes herself until she can't take it anymore and has no choice but to give in.
PROTECTIVE ! She might not be very physically strong or intimidating, but she's still very much willing to fight anyone who hurts (either emotionally or physically) the people she cares about. She's not usually a violent person, but when it comes to defending her friends or family, she'll sometimes have to be physically held back so she doesn't commit a serious crime. It'll take awhile for her to calm down, but she always does eventually, usually with the help of a friend.
FEAR OF ABANDONMENT ! She has deep-rooted abandonment issues stemming from her uncle (father figure) abandoning her at a young age. This leads to her pushing others away or suddenly acting overly-hostile for seemingly no reason to keep people at arm's lengths. She always feels really horrible about being cruel, but she just doesn't want to be hurt again. She'll do anything to avoid feeling like that. Even if it means treating other people like utter garbage.
LIAR ! She has an extremely bad habit of lying about her emotions and such. She'll also lie about what she was doing if she believes telling the truth will result in an argument. She doesn't necessarily want to avoid punishment. Rather, she's horrible with conflict and would rather avoid it. She still tries to tell mostly the truth, because she doesn't enjoy lying to others.
INSECURE ! Sakura has the lowest self-confidence of anyone you'll ever meet. She often jokes about it, using self-deprecating jokes to mask how deep her insecurities run, but that actually just draws more attention to it. She likes some things about herself, but still genuinely believes that she's not a likable person and seriously wishes that she were someone completely different.
#History ;Sakura's mother and father died when she was very young; it was the result of a car crash, and left her in the care of her young aunt and uncle, Chiasa and Hizashi. She definitely was not old or mature enough to take care of a child. However, she also was also the only living relative available, so she wasn't given much of a choice unless she wanted to put said child in the foster care system.
The couple was living in a cheap, run-down apartment with crappy managing when they were given Sakura. Chiasa was still attending college and only had a job as a waitress. So, as one can manage, she wasn't exactly the most wealthy person. She was actually drowning in student loan's. Since she often couldn't be home, Sakura spent a lot of time being babysat by an older woman who also lived in the apartment building.
Hizashi, on the other hand, was almost always gone. He didn't have a job though. He claimed it was too difficult to get one in this economy, and he also wasn't going to college as his fiance was. It's safe to assume that he was simply hanging out with his friends. Although the lipstick stains and smell of perfume on him might suggest otherwise... Chiasa was, unfortunately, too stressed and busy to notice it.
The woman who babysit her was actually very kind. She seemed to genuinely like Sakura (even when she was being an annoying, whiny toddler and throwing tantrums) and never asked for money. She babysit her until she was five-years-old. She would've definitely done so for longer, but Chiasa eventually managed to save enough money to afford a small house quite far away from their old apartment.
She was always more of an introvert at school. Her teachers would have to physically drag her over to play with the other children, and she would always kick and scream that she was just fine being alone. This attitude led her to being bullying. In the other kids' minds, she was mean first for not wanting to play with them, so they were justified in being mean to her. They didn't really see at as bullying.
It didn't last long. After just a few weeks, everyone decided that it would just be better to leave her alone. Mostly because if you so much as made a mean comment about her, she was out of her seat, screaming and attempting to kick you while being held back by an adult. She would often get in trouble for hurting other students. It was never anything too bad, but she did give a boy a bloody nose one time.
She was eight-years-old when her uncle left. It was without warning, and on her birthday nonetheless. He did leave a card for her though. She ripped it up and threw it in the trash due to her anger. She felt guilty for awhile, but after overhearing her aunt talk about what he had done, she felt that he completely deserved to have that dumb card ripped up.
After the incident, she become more withdrawn and quiet. She had always been an introvert, but she was also headstrong and abrasive. She always stood up for herself and, when she felt the need to, others. She stopped doing that. She refused to even utter a single word. From age eight to age eleven, she was basically mute. You could count the amount of times she spoke on your hands.
In the years after that, nothing interesting really happened. She attended school, read manga and American comic books, kept to herself most of the time. The only thing to note is what she did before her first year of high school started. She was tired of her messy, easily tangled hair so she just chopped it all off.The Roleplayer's Corner
#Nickname ; Matti
#Roleplay Experience ; I've been roleplaying for about four years.
#Experience with Clannad ; I'm on episode five right now, so I just started it.
#How did you find us? ; Looking for roleplays online.
#Sample Writing ;"Ow..."
Sakura lifted herself up from the concrete, rubbing her head. It didn't hurt that badly, to be completely honest. She was more annoyed than anything else. She looked over at the rock that she had tripped over with a glare. Stupid rock! She was probably going to have a bruise now.
She lifted herself off from the floor, wiping dirt off her jeans and kicking the rock away from her. She felt a small tinge of satisfaction as it went flying... although that satisfaction immediately disappeared when it hit someone in the back of the head and they whirled around, trying desperately to figure out who threw that rock.
"Oops..." she chuckled awkwardly, stepping backwards before turning to run off. She could just go to the store later. Right now, it would probably be a better idea to just stay home until the guy left. Hopefully he wasn't hurt too badly.